Wednesday, October 7, 2009

I get more depressed everyday when I check this blog. I haven't written in a long time, my statistics is dropping significantly day by day.

I wrote many drafts. I want to shout in despair. I want to cry in desperation. Why am I having a difficult time writing anything to express myself.

Typhoon 'Ondoy' (Ketsana) came to the Philippines. It was one of the biggest calamities I have ever seen in my life. I was quiet. I was grieving in my heart but I couldn't put it into words.

I lost a part of myself and I don't know how to get that back.
I can't write anything. Writing is supposed to be an expression of myself.

I can't find 'me'.

3 comment(s):

Pastilan said...

just don't write drafts, just let it flow, drafts kill writing, and don't think about writing, just write, don't plan.

Gem said...

Maybe you need change?

Or maybe you need to get a blogging hiatus?

Whatever... I don't think you'd quit blogging... I know you want to write!

rjs mama said...

first time here :) your PR is still ok so don't you worry :)

hope we can be online friends

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