I get more depressed everyday when I check this blog. I haven't written in a long time, my statistics is dropping significantly day by day.
I wrote many drafts. I want to shout in despair. I want to cry in desperation. Why am I having a difficult time writing anything to express myself.
Typhoon 'Ondoy' (Ketsana) came to the Philippines. It was one of the biggest calamities I have ever seen in my life. I was quiet. I was grieving in my heart but I couldn't put it into words.
I lost a part of myself and I don't know how to get that back.
I can't write anything. Writing is supposed to be an expression of myself.
I can't find 'me'.
Anguish
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Posted by pchi at 10/07/2009 12:47:00 AM
Labels: depression, despair, desperation
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3 comment(s):
just don't write drafts, just let it flow, drafts kill writing, and don't think about writing, just write, don't plan.
Maybe you need change?
Or maybe you need to get a blogging hiatus?
Whatever... I don't think you'd quit blogging... I know you want to write!
first time here :) your PR is still ok so don't you worry :)
hope we can be online friends
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